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Meg. I take and create pictures because looking at the world seems easier that way.
I also make stuff that are made up of words I find when I am with people and when I am alone.
I hope my photos and my words find their way to your hearts.

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Tie Me A Knot

April 18-20. A 3-day survival camp. Had my things packed and headed for school as we had to be up as early as 5 in the morning. Reply slips were passed and the school service opens its doors for us. As we arrived the venue with all the whats and what nots, we tried our best to stand out even though a 45 degree feet angle became as hard as trying to build up a shelter to stay in that has to be fully eco-loving.

First day

came off good but sleeping at night became a nightmare (not that i miss someone or i’m afraid of the dark, but) because of the things I assumed that happened, the words I heard and to end this, I shall speak of nothing but the change I’ve seen (interesting change).

Second day

I have to say is the best among the 3 days I’ve experienced in this tricky adventure. The the knot tying, lashing, memorization (torture in short) was the worst part but I can’t call it the best if nothing sensible happened. We had our campfire, river floating and as a crew we got crazy like daisy and as high as could be.

Last day :”>

Haha, by the emoticon you mean? Yes yes yes :) We said our final goodbyes and ate for quite some time. Interviews held for the Board of Review (I got so dumb my words literally laughed at me). Impromptu acceptance speech (speaking for the whole batch of BSPs) because I was selected with full idiocy (my idiocy), I had to make an impression? I want to be an eagle scout like hey, be serious Meg. I was. Two school services arrived when he sat beside me. We were awkward in a cool way. We had earphones shared and stories told but the laughs that were heard was one of the most to-yearn-for. Went home riding on their car and it was fantastic. For the nth time I’ll tell you that moments never fail to let us meet. 

Tie Me A Knot

April 18-20. A 3-day survival camp. Had my things packed and headed for school as we had to be up as early as 5 in the morning. Reply slips were passed and the school service opens its doors for us. As we arrived the venue with all the whats and what nots, we tried our best to stand out even though a 45 degree feet angle became as hard as trying to build up a shelter to stay in that has to be fully eco-loving.

First day

came off good but sleeping at night became a nightmare (not that i miss someone or i’m afraid of the dark, but) because of the things I assumed that happened, the words I heard and to end this, I shall speak of nothing but the change I’ve seen (interesting change).

Second day

I have to say is the best among the 3 days I’ve experienced in this tricky adventure. The the knot tying, lashing, memorization (torture in short) was the worst part but I can’t call it the best if nothing sensible happened. We had our campfire, river floating and as a crew we got crazy like daisy and as high as could be.

Last day :”>

Haha, by the emoticon you mean? Yes yes yes :) We said our final goodbyes and ate for quite some time. Interviews held for the Board of Review (I got so dumb my words literally laughed at me). Impromptu acceptance speech (speaking for the whole batch of BSPs) because I was selected with full idiocy (my idiocy), I had to make an impression? I want to be an eagle scout like hey, be serious Meg. I was. Two school services arrived when he sat beside me. We were awkward in a cool way. We had earphones shared and stories told but the laughs that were heard was one of the most to-yearn-for. Went home riding on their car and it was fantastic. For the nth time I’ll tell you that moments never fail to let us meet. 

2 years ago • 13 notes
Smiles and Masks
Everyone will experience the feeling of rejection or hatred, love or happiness, sorrow or guilt, discernment or anxiety but if one might as well not, then society will reject you. Everybody with no exception would feel all these in one way or another but by all means, we have to accept them like we’re people living in this world. And we have to smile. Smile like we’ve never smiled before and continue living in a state of humility and faithfulness. Though at times, we wear masks to keep every hurting feeling inside of us, we still have to find that speck of courage within us and learn to live and let live.

Smiles and Masks

Everyone will experience the feeling of rejection or hatred, love or happiness, sorrow or guilt, discernment or anxiety but if one might as well not, then society will reject you. Everybody with no exception would feel all these in one way or another but by all means, we have to accept them like we’re people living in this world. And we have to smile. Smile like we’ve never smiled before and continue living in a state of humility and faithfulness. Though at times, we wear masks to keep every hurting feeling inside of us, we still have to find that speck of courage within us and learn to live and let live.

2 years ago • 54 notes
Lame.
So a part of my room says clean your bed and a part of it says clean your desk but eh. Hahah.. So I just got a remote for my camera, for my flash and a porta hard drive. Oh, and by the way, my usual look on summer days. Nothing busy going on. Le party c:

Lame.

So a part of my room says clean your bed and a part of it says clean your desk but eh. Hahah.. So I just got a remote for my camera, for my flash and a porta hard drive. Oh, and by the way, my usual look on summer days. Nothing busy going on. Le party c:

2 years ago • 26 notes
Ink Addicts
This is simply the main reason why I can print everything that I want to: I’m allowed to do so. I’m glad I am, anyways. (Such a spoiled nifty girl!) Might as well print all my shots in A4 glossy papers and no one in the house would mind, at all. Ink is most likely unlimited in my opinion (we buy a lot of them) and in this house, every kind of resource that we have is by all means free with no charge at all, haha! *evil grin* But NO. We’d have to settle with discipline and conscience in ourselves *u* 

Ink Addicts

This is simply the main reason why I can print everything that I want to: I’m allowed to do so. I’m glad I am, anyways. (Such a spoiled nifty girl!) Might as well print all my shots in A4 glossy papers and no one in the house would mind, at all. Ink is most likely unlimited in my opinion (we buy a lot of them) and in this house, every kind of resource that we have is by all means free with no charge at all, haha! *evil grin* But NO. We’d have to settle with discipline and conscience in ourselves *u* 

2 years ago • 15 notes
Keep Calm and FOCUS.Because life will never be on auto focus and even though you always seem to move at a manual pace, there will always be times when imperfections are visible. It will never go as you want it to be. Not always. Balance in life and discipline in handling is a must. One needs not to be careless even when seeing a speckle of dust in one’s lens for the product will never be as good as you want it to be. Desiring will get you somewhere but seeking for more will make your whole being noticeable but permanence is not always there to hold your ground and keep you there. You just have to stay between the line, manage and carry yourself.

Keep Calm and FOCUS.
Because life will never be on auto focus and even though you always seem to move at a manual pace, there will always be times when imperfections are visible. It will never go as you want it to be. Not always. Balance in life and discipline in handling is a must. One needs not to be careless even when seeing a speckle of dust in one’s lens for the product will never be as good as you want it to be. Desiring will get you somewhere but seeking for more will make your whole being noticeable but permanence is not always there to hold your ground and keep you there. You just have to stay between the line, manage and carry yourself.

2 years ago • 47 notes
The last few days of this school year. We just had to do whatever we wished! Everything was under the contrary of the teachers but we didn’t mind since they were at the Coordinator’s Office computing grades and signing clearances. Making noise was undeniable. We hummed, we jumped and we got our asses kicked for being so darn loud. Though the fun pace seems to be fluctuating: fun then not, then fun again, we didn’t allow any murmurs to get in our way. Those days are priceless, now that the school year is ending! We prepared letters and food for our adviser, we got all emotional and stuff </3 We had non-stop music, non-stop vain moments, non-stop laughs, non-stop games and tuts and non-stop loving our class section.

The last few days of this school year. We just had to do whatever we wished! Everything was under the contrary of the teachers but we didn’t mind since they were at the Coordinator’s Office computing grades and signing clearances. Making noise was undeniable. We hummed, we jumped and we got our asses kicked for being so darn loud. Though the fun pace seems to be fluctuating: fun then not, then fun again, we didn’t allow any murmurs to get in our way. Those days are priceless, now that the school year is ending! We prepared letters and food for our adviser, we got all emotional and stuff </3 We had non-stop music, non-stop vain moments, non-stop laughs, non-stop games and tuts and non-stop loving our class section.

2 years ago • 9 notes

A girl’s expectations of what a boy thinks:

"By the look of your face, I know you’re not okay, I know something’s bothering you, something’s tearing you up. You may not want to talk about it and no matter how much you say ‘i’m fine’ I know you’re not. You clearly aren’t. You know I’m here for you, I’m ready to give up my life for you, to make you mine. Whenever I read your written thoughts, I bother. They’re sad and lonely even though they made up of quite happy thoughts, I know you’re not entirely okay. Come tell me."

A boy’s reality of being with the girl:

"I saw you today, you were fine. Beautiful. Smiling and sparkling. I’ve noticed few speckles on your face. You weren’t entirely happy but still, I saw you smile somehow and that’s fine with me. You said sorry and so did I, I wondered why so I asked if you were okay. You smiled again, I felt assurance. You were okay. Fine as ever. Your written thoughts were kind of jumbled up so I just said things that I think will cheer you up enough"

A girl’s realizations of what a boy thinks:

"By the look of your face, I think you don’t care, I never saw comfort, real comfort. Real love. Real everything. They were cares of a friend, of a fine man. I’m confused, so terribly confused. Deep inside, I’m torn, I’m bothered, I’m not okay. I smiled though many times of the day, I just didn’t feel fine, never. I know you’re doing something else. I think those were more important than me. I wanted to say ‘bye’ like forever every time because I felt so unimportant, so stupidly useless to you. No matter how much I write up and express, I know you’re just going to say ‘ah’ and be done with it."

2 years ago • 28 notes